The day we've been waiting for?

Hiii :)
 I was suppose to update about something else ,since I saw my last post was still in draft like foreverrrr, however since it' the 15th
I think I should just blog about it first, because I just feel like it wtf.
15th of July. That stupid date, all 2010 STPM-ers been waiting for, it's our UPU result day.

it's the day that it determines which University you are going, where you are going to take that first step of your future career? to sum it up, it's the date that pretty much affect your life like a whole lot of it. It is not surprising to see us all freaked out and getting stress up like chickens in a crowded coop.

The result came out this afternoon ,12pm. I was outside, my phone almost died and I didn't get a reply  from the UPU thingy when my friends all received theirs
YES I blardy FREAKED OUT.

after like 3 hours, they replied. Seriously, what took you so long?

I got UNIMAS, Biotechnology. hmm... oh, if you don;t know what is UNIMAS it is

University Malaysia of Sarawak.

hmm... and after I read that text, I've been thinking so much. That whole evening , so many things were going through my mind and the worse thing was I don't even know what exactly I'm suppose to feel.

Later that night, after talking it out to my family, I think I pretty much accept what I got at the end of the day. It's just Sarawak , not that far away right. New environment, whee...? Coming back to KL twice a year, yay?  Biotechnology, hmm.. not that bad eh?
plus points; saving like 10 times the fees compare to private colleges.

Went through their website a million times (I've never read so much and detailed in a gov website like this before -.-), read through every information I could find and it's not that bad I guess.
hmm... so yea. What I know is that I'm gonna miss those little things in KL but hey ! like what my brother said

"There are times, you need to make a big decision, a decision that could actually bring a great effect to your life. good or bad, you still gotta make that decision."

and my mum claimed that I'm not that independent enough, and never been anywhere further than just Singapore

"now it's the best time for you to learn to be independent! Since you never been to West Malaysia, it's an opportunity, you're lucky!"

I know how my family are trying to make me feel better in every single way.

I have more to tell you guys actually, but maybe I'll just post it later. When the time is right. you know that feeling? the very keberatan feeling? (I just made tht word up) but yea, that very KEBERATAN.
:hmm... nights? morning? it's currently 430am, and yes , my mind is not sleeping, too much thoughts.

Everybody has difficult years, but a lot of times the difficult years end up being the greatest years of your whole entire life, if you survive them.

`Brittany Murphy